Re: *Separate thread at Santana's house

**Santana Lopez** Sun Mar 20, 2011 5:42 pm

[GRACIAS <3]

Santana nodded. "We definitely have to partner up." She said with a grin. "We would definitely win all of our competitions if we were partners." She said cockily.

**Brittany S. Pierce** Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:28 pm

Brittany nodded then sighed. "San San, I think I need to go to Artie's. I feel really bad for lying to him. He pretty much asked me if anything happened with Mike and I said no. I better tell him the truth, right?"

**Santana Lopez** Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:32 pm

Santana looked at her and thought for a moment. She did have sex with Mike after all which was cheating since the plumbing was the same as Artie's. "Well, only if you are sure you want to tell him." She said with a small nod. "I mean, you did have sex with him so I guess it would be a good idea to tell him. You don't have to, I probably wouldn't but if it's bugging you then you should."

**Brittany S. Pierce** Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:37 pm

Brittany nodded and thought for a while. "Yeah. I need to tell him. He's a really nice guy, he doesn't deserve to be lied to. I think I'm going to go now. This is gonna suck though." She cuddled against Santana's side for comfort. Santana always had a way of making Brittany feel better.

**Santana Lopez** Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:43 pm

Santana wrapped her arms around Brittany and squeezed her friend, giving her a tight hug to comfort her. "I am sure everything is going to work out fine." She said hugging her. "And if it doesn't, you can always come here and talk about it." She told her with a small nod. "You can sleep over if you want, too." She added and gave her friend a small smile.

**Brittany S. Pierce** Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:59 pm

"Okay." Brittan hugged Santana back and then gave her a kiss on the cheek. "I'll call you when I leave his house and let you know how it went. I'm really glad we got to hang out." She got up off the couch and started walking out of the room. "Bye Santana! Love you! Talk to you later!" She waved as she headed out of the room.

**Santana Lopez** Mon Mar 21, 2011 11:00 pm

Santana gave her friend a small wave as she walked off and smiled at her. "Bye Brit!" She said with a wide smile and then continued to watch spongebob like the happy camper she was.

**Santana Lopez** Wed Mar 23, 2011 11:48 pm

Santana walked up to her room after Brittany had left and went over to her dresser to change into her pajamas. She knew she wasn't going to be doing anything else tonight so she figured she might as well. She looked in her dresser and pulled out some sweatpants and a tank top and tossed them onto her bed. She quickly pulled off the jeans she was wearing and grimaced as she saw her legs, which in reality were relatively muscular and in shape from all the cheering she did, but in her eyes she saw them as thunder thighs. She shook her head and tried to keep her mind off of how big her legs were and quickly pulled on the sweatpants she had picked out. Once her sweatpants were on she pulled the shirt off that she was wearing and once again grimaced as she saw her stomach. She was already fat in her mind and the food baby she had from all that pizza definitely was not helping. She took a deep breath and pulled on the tank top she had picked out before sitting on her bed and thinking. She really did like Mike and the fact that he was probably mad at her for sleeping with Sam really killed her. She didn't regret sleeping with Sam because Sam really was a nice guy and she had a good time with him. She just wished that Mike wasn't so hurt by it.

She stood up from her bed and walked into her bathroom, if she was going to get Mike to like her again she was definitely going to have to try harder. He wasn't going to like her if she stayed how she was now, a fat and ugly bitch. She walked over to the toilet and took a deep breath, she really hated throwing up because it was really disgusting but she was going to have to do it if she wanted to stay on the Cheerios and not look the way she did. So she did it, she forced herself to throw up all of the pizza that she ate earlier that day. Once she was done she walked over to her bathroom sink and washed her mouth out with mouthwash and brushed her teeth because throwing up really was disgusting and she did not need rotten teeth on top of everything else wrong with her body.

She walked out of her bathroom and sat back down on her bed and then he popped back into her mind. She just could not seem to stop thinking about Mike and it was bothering her to no end. She liked Mike and she couldn't control it as much as she wish she could. She didn't want to like Mike because having feelings for anyone scared her to no end considering the last time she had feelings for someone they ended up getting with her friend and they stopped talking to her completely and she would much rather be friends with Mike and ignore her feelings, than to address her feelings and have him leave her for Brittany or Tina.

She let out a deep sigh as she sat there on her bed. She didn’t want to think of any of this anymore, she didn’t want to think about reality, and she didn’t want to feel anything. She needed to just escape all of these thoughts for a few hours. She looked over to her trash can, the one that had just the bottle of cough syrup that she had thrown out earlier. She knew she promised Brittany she wouldn’t do it again but she did have some cough syrup left and it would be a shame to waste it. She would just do it one last time, only a third time in total.
She stood up and walked over to her trash can and looked down into it, seeing just the bottle of cough syrup sitting in it. She reached down to it and picked it up and went over to her door to close it before walking back over to her bed and sitting back down. She took a deep breath and looked in the bottle, it looked to have about four more doses in it which was the max for someone of her size to take. She hadn’t taken that many before but it couldn’t hurt, could it? It wasn’t like she was going over the maximum and she needed to escape from the world right now. She opened the bottle and drank the rest of it quickly before she tossed the bottle in her trash can again now that is was empty. She laid down on the bed, feeling the drug completely take over her rather quickly. She let out a deep breath as her vision blurred slowly and she lost all desire to move at all. Her head rolled to the side as she lost all control of thoughts at all, nothing was on her mind. It the best feeling she could experience and she didn’t know how to describe it. She loved the feeling of not being able to feel anything at all.

Only an hour after drinking it she opened her eyes, her eyes not even being able to see any objects in her room instead just seeing one big blur. She couldn’t make out what was what and everything was just blurred together. After having her eyes open for only a matter of seconds everything went black. She couldn’t feel her body at all. She lost complete control of her mind, her body, everything. She just laid there for a few moments longer before she blacked out completely, in a house, by herself.

**Sammy Evans** Thu Mar 24, 2011 1:01 pm

[This made me so depressed, I almost teared up. </3]

**Brittany S. Pierce** Fri Mar 25, 2011 12:34 am

[This makes me AND Inner!Brittany VERY sad.]

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