Re: Blaine's Dorm Room

**Blaine Anderson** Fri Mar 04, 2011 1:11 am

Blaine returned the small hug, then pulled away as he anxiously waited for Carole to answer Kurt's call. He hated feeling like this. Rachel was in the hospital and Kurt was worried, and there really wasn't much Blaine could do to fix that. He was useless other than being able to get Kurt to the hospital and hold him if he needed it, which he understood was important, but it wasn't enough for Blaine. He rested a light comforting hand on Kurt's shoulder and squeezed gentle, then gestured down the hall with a small nod before taking Kurt's hand and leading him towards the car where Kurt would be able to talk to Carole while they made their way to Lima to see Rachel and make sure she was okay.

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Mar 05, 2011 5:57 pm

Kurt sighed as Carole's phone rolled over to her voicemail. He considered just hanging up, but realized she would still be the best one to be able to get any information about Rachel's condition. "Carole, it's Kurt. Something's happened to Rachel. A...car accident," he recalled Blaine saying. "I don't have any more information, but I'm going to call Finn. Please call me as soon as you get this message, or meet us at the hospital."

He hung up, closing his eyes and holding his breath for a few moments trying to keep himself calm before making the dreaded call. He let Blaine direct him to the car, and slid into the passenger seat, but knew he couldn't put it off any longer than that. He hit Finn's number on the speed dial and waited for his step-brother to answer.

**Finn_Hudson** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:06 pm

"DIE, MOTHERFUCKERS!" Finn shouted as he shot another alien on his Xbox. Damn, he was hanging around Puck too much. At least Rachel wasn't around, she always got mad when he cursed. He had the house to himself today. His mom and Burt went out and Kurt was up at school. Hearing his phone go off he paused his game and grabbed his cell. "Hey bro! How's Dalton?" he answered happily after checking the caller ID.

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:21 pm

Kurt swallowed hard as he heard Finn's happy greeting. "Finn! It's...it's fine." His mind raced for a minute as he tried to decide what he should say. He should have called Puck. Or maybe Schuester. Yes he should have called Schue to go get Finn and take him to the hospital. Why hadn't he thought of that before calling Finn? He considered 'accidentally' hanging up and doing that now so that Finn would have someone there with him when he got the news.

Oh, he was being silly. Rachel was fine. She had to be. Just a few bumps and bruises, he told himself. She'd just lost hold of her phone and was too busy with other things at the scene to try and locate it, he told himself, needing to believe it not just for Rachel's sake, but for Finn's. "Finn, I'm not sure how to say this, but...Rachel's been in an accident. I'm sure she's fine," he quickly asserted, hoping that he wasn't lying and also hoping to keep Finn calm. "Blaine and I are on the way, but I think you should go ahead and meet us at the hospital. I'm sure she'll want you there."

**Finn_Hudson** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:31 pm

Finn was pretty sure his heart stopped beating for a minute when Kurt told him the news. "She- she's where? What happened? When? How did you know before me? Oh my god." He tossed the video game controller over his shoulder and hopped off the couch, grabbing his keys and running out to his car without bothering to lock the door behind him. "She's gotta be okay, Kurt. She has to." He sniffed a bit, trying hard not to cry and speeding out of the driveway.

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:38 pm

Kurt winced as he heard Finn panicking on the other end of the phone. He really should have called Schue to go get him. "Finn, it's going to be okay. I'm sure she's going to be fine!" he tried to soothe, biting his lip as he glanced over at Blaine. "I'm not exactly sure what happened, but she was talking with Blaine when..." his brow furrowed. Why was she talking with Blaine? That didn't matter, he mentally chided himself. The important thing now was to make sure she was okay. "Just be careful, Finn. Rachel needs you to get there in one piece, okay?"

**Finn_Hudson** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:43 pm

Finn could hardly hear Kurt on the other end of the phone. His mind was racing with all the possibilities of Rachel's condition. What if she was paralyzed? What if she couldn't sing? What if she was in a coma or needed brain surgery? "Yeah, whatever. Okay, thanks Kurt. I'll see you soon." he mumbled after a minute, hanging up the phone and tossing it next to him. He pressed his foot on the gas a little harder. Screw the damn mailman, he had to see his wife.

**Blaine Anderson** Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:46 pm

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**Blaine Anderson** Sun Mar 27, 2011 5:26 pm

Blaine was still smiling, even as he closed his door behind him and tossed his dirty clothes into their proper hamper. He glanced down at the white fluffy robe Kurt had let him use, smiling fondly as he ran his fingers along the soft lining of the robe.

He nuzzled his cheek into the fluffy fabric, his stomach doing a sort of flip-flop type of thing, because the robe really did smell like Kurt, and Blaine didn’t really want to take it off. But he knew he’d have to go to class soon, and he really didn’t plan on showing up to history wearing nothing but a white robe. So he eventually shrugged it off, being sure to take extra care as he hung it up on the back of his door.

As he changed into his uniform he couldn’t stop thinking about Kurt, and the thought of them spending their first night still gave him butterflies. The whole thing made him want to stand on top of the school or a mountain or something, and scream ‘I love Kurt Hummel’ as loud as he possibly could, but he decided against that. But he did want to tell everyone about his boyfriend, especially Shane.

Oh, right. His smile faded slightly as he thought about his brother. The one Kurt still had no clue about. But Blaine would be sure to tell Kurt all about Shane eventually. When the time was right, whenever that would be, Blaine thought sadly to himself.

He hesitated as he reached over to grab his hair gel. He glanced at it thoughtfully, chewing lightly at his bottom lip before he finally took the bottle in his hands and applied some gel to his unruly hair. Not as much as usual, but enough to at least tame it somewhat. Maybe one day he’d convince himself to go out to his classes without the gel, just not today. And he'd be sure to wash it out once he was finished with classes and before he went to see Kurt again.

Once he was pleased with his appearance, he grabbed his bag and headed out the door and made his way to class.

**Blaine Anderson** Fri Apr 08, 2011 2:05 am

Blaine opened the door for Kurt when they reached his dorm and didn't pull away from his boyfriend, even after he had closed and locked the door behind them. "You can just leave your bag anywhere," he told him, his eyes not leaving his boyfriend's bruised face. A strong part of him wanted to lean over and kiss his boyfriend, but he forced himself to refrain. After everything Kurt had just been through Blaine didn't want to do anything that he thought might bother or upset his boyfriend. "What do you want to do?" he questioned softly, intending to do anything that he could to make his boyfriend feel better...and if possibly put that smile he loved so much back on his face again.

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Apr 09, 2011 9:56 pm

Kurt felt the tears threatening to start again as he looked around Blaine's room. He wasn't sure why they had taken to spending most of the time in his room, but...being here just reminded him why they weren't going back to his. He also felt a bit self-conscious about the way Blaine was looking at him...and felt weird thinking that it usually just seemed so natural for them to kiss the moment they were alone. Then again, he still felt really dirty; like he could still feel Karofsky all over him. And it made sense that Blaine wouldn't want to kiss him the way he looked.

"I really want to shower. I feel gross," he admitted, his nose wrinkling. "And then...maybe we could watch some movies or something," he suggested, knowing he was unlikely to sleep well tonight...he'd be lucky if he slept at all. He hoped that Blaine wouldn't be so turned off that he would be opposed to some light cuddling. Maybe if he were in back, so Blaine wouldn't have to look at him...he blinked a few times, looking away from Blaine in hopes his boyfriend wouldn't catch how close to tears he was. Again. Why did he have to be so...absurdly overemotinal?

**Blaine Anderson** Sat Apr 09, 2011 10:24 pm

Blaine nodded, agreeing that a shower would be a good idea. “Movies sound fun,” he commented, hoping that Kurt liked Disney because that was what a large portion of his collection was made up of. When Kurt looked away, Blaine gently brought a hand up to rest on his boyfriend’s face, avoiding touching any of the bruises as he carefully turned Kurt’s face back towards his. He smiled sadly at his boyfriend, still wanting to kiss him but not wanting to do anything that his boyfriend wouldn’t want. He had no idea what Kurt was going through emotionally and he wasn’t sure if Kurt even wanted to be touched at the moment. He left his hand on Kurt’s cheek, though, then gently caressed the soft skin before softly asking, “Kurt, would you mind if I kissed you?”

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Apr 09, 2011 10:42 pm

Kurt pressed his face into Blaine's hand, nodding a little before he realized that he was indicating that he minded. He probably should mind. Wasn't that how you were supposed to feel when you're assaulted like that? He could hear Karofsky's voice calling him a slut. Maybe it was true, but...he just really wanted to feel Blaine's loving and gentle touches. Needed to, maybe even. "Yes," he replied, then realized he was still answering the wrong way. "I mean...no. I don't mind," he assured, softly. Longingly. "B-but you d-don't have to," he assured. "O-or maybe you should wait until I can...brush my teeth." And scrub my lips. And down a gallon of mouthwash....

**Blaine Anderson** Sat Apr 09, 2011 11:05 pm

Blaine tried to hide his disappointment as Kurt nodded his head, though he couldn’t say he was surprised. Karofsky had just assaulted him in unthinkable ways and Blaine didn’t blame Kurt for not wanting to be kissed. Then Kurt changed his answer and Blaine hesitated before making any decisions, his eyes searching Kurt’s face as he tried to figured out whether his boyfriend really wanted to be kissed or not. He wasn’t 100% positive, but…he didn’t want Kurt going into the shower thinking that he wasn’t loved or that Blaine didn’t want to kiss him. So without saying anything, he slowly leaned in and pressed his lips to Kurt’s, keeping the kiss light and sweet before applying the smallest amount of pressure to his boyfriend’s lips, his eyes fluttering shut the moment their mouths met.

**Kurt Hummel** Sat Apr 09, 2011 11:51 pm

Kurt let out a small needy whimper, keeping the kiss very light, but placing his hands carefully on Blaine's shoulders as he leaned closer. He felt a little bit ashamed at the way he was acting. How warped was he that he was kissing Blaine so soon after...

He reluctantly pulled back. "Sorry. I...I really should clean up." He hesitated again, his eyes lowering away from Blaine's. "I...would you mind just coming in with me?" he requested, his voice so quiet he wasn't even sure Blaine would be able to hear him. "You don't have to," he quickly backpedaled. "I'm sorry. You're being so sweet and I...I'm such a mess." This time he couldn't hold back his tears. "I'm sorry," he repeated as he quickly ducked past Blaine and headed into the bathroom.

**Blaine Anderson** Sun Apr 10, 2011 12:17 am

Blaine's face fell as he watched Kurt pulled away from him and headed into the bathroom. He quickly followed his boyfriend, circling Kurt until he was directly in front of him. He brought his hands up to cup Kurt's face, his touch light as he tried not to irritate the dark bruises. "You don't have to apologize," he told his boyfriend, his voice soft and quiet as he looked at Kurt's face, his own hazel eyes full of sadness and sympathy. "Don't apologize," he whispered. "Kurt, you don't have to be ashamed...or embarrassed. Not in front of me. I love you, remember?" He pulled his hands away from Kurt's face, gently brushing his fingers against the soft skin before he lowered his hand completely. "I just want you to be happy," he whispered sadly. "I'd do anything to see you smile again, Kurt. You have a beautiful smile. Your...your whole face lights up," he added quietly, not caring if he was sounding silly for admitting that to his boyfriend.

**Kurt Hummel** Sun Apr 10, 2011 12:49 am

Kurt smiled faintly. "I love you, too." He still had trouble meeting Blaine's eyes. "I just...I'm really confused right now. I feel...gross. A-and I know I'm..." he raised his hand to cover the worst of the bruises on his face. "I'm sorry," he apologized again, then barely stopped himself from apologizing for doing so. "I...I want to get clean b-because I don't...I want..." he hated how ridiculous he sounded while he was stammering. "I know I shouldn't but...I want you to kiss me. And hold me. But..." He shook his head. "How can I when just a couple hours ago I...he..." Kurt wasn't even aware of it as he started shaking again. "He...I was sure he was going to rape me," he whispered. He looked up, meeting Blaine's eyes as he repeated the horrifying confession. As soon as the words were out of his mouth he lurched toward Blaine, pressing his trembling body against his boyfriend's, feeling ashamed by his reactions and yet needing to be closer. He buried his face against Blaine's neck as he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend.

**Blaine Anderson** Sun Apr 10, 2011 1:10 am

Blaine instinctively wrapped his arms around Kurt, holding him close as he soothingly rubbed his boyfriend’s back. His stomach knotted up at Kurt’s confession, and he felt sick as he thought of how lucky he had been to of gotten to Kurt’s dorm before Karofsky had a chance to do what he had come to Dalton for. “You’re allowed to feel confused…or scared. I’d be surprised if you weren’t.” He placed a soft kiss on Kurt’s forehead before resting his head on his boyfriend’s shoulder, not being tall enough to rest his chin on Kurt’s head. “Take your time in the shower. Maybe it’ll help you feel better,” he murmured softly into Kurt’s ear. “And then we can watch movies and I’ll hold you for as long as you want.” He pulled his face away from Kurt to look into his boyfriend’s eyes. “Kurt, I don’t see the bruises. I just see my boyfriend, and he’s beautiful and perfect and nothing could ever make me love him any less.”

**Kurt Hummel** Sun Apr 10, 2011 9:46 am

Kurt beleived he had the sweetest boyfriend he could possibly ever imagine. He squeezed just a little tighter with his embrace before letting go long enough to wipe the tears from his face again, smiling the first truly genuine smile since Karofsky had burst into his bathroom a couple hours before. It wasn't a big smile, but it was a start. "Thank you...for...for showing up when you did and for knowing me well enough to not leave when I didn't answer and...and just for everything. I was so scared and...and just thank you." He sniffled a little bit and nuzzled against Blaine for a few moments. "I love you so much." He ran his hand along Blaine's arm, grasping his hand and holding onto it as he moved around Blaine to get to the sink, where he could brush his teeth. "Stay?" he requested, watching Blaine in the mirror. "I'm still kind of freaked out," he admitted, understatingly.

**Blaine Anderson** Sun Apr 10, 2011 11:36 am

Blaine mirrored his boyfriend’s smile, overjoyed to see the smallest hint of a real smile on Kurt’s face. He knew that he couldn’t just make Kurt forget all about what had happened, but if he could at least bring him some happiness to his boyfriend then that’d be enough…for now anyway, until he could actually do something about getting rid of Karofsky for good. “Of course,” he murmured, smiling as he gave Kurt’s hand a light squeeze. “I’m not going anywhere,” he assured his boyfriend as he took a step closer. He rested his head on Kurt’s shoulder and smiled, then turned his head to place the lightest whisper of a kiss on his boyfriend’s cheek, before taking a step away to give Kurt room to brush his teeth, while still holding onto his hand.

**Kurt Hummel** Sun Apr 10, 2011 4:13 pm

until he could actually do something about getting rid of Karofsky for good

[This is the origin of Dexter-ish!Blaine, isn't it...dun dun dun...]

Kurt brushed his teeth, taking more time than normal, and applying more pressure as well. It was only Blaine's presence that kept him from going overboard and brushing so hard he made his gums bleed. It was also what made him stop once he realized that he'd been brushing too long. He turned on the shower to let it reach the right temperature while he swished the mouth wash vigerously as though it would not just kill germs but wash away the memory of Karofsky's revolting kisses.

For an absurd moment Kurt was tempted to step into the shower completely clothed; he didn't want to remove the blazer, still feeling more secure having Blaine's jacket on. It was silly, though. And would not do kind things to the fabric. He eased out of it slowly and handed it to Blaine, giving him another small smile. "Thank you for letting me borrow it," he murmured shyly. He carefully stripped out of the rest of his clothing and set them on the counter, then grabbed his soap and shampoo from his bag before stepping into the shower to begin cleansing. When using his normal soap didn't seem to help, he turned the hot water up as far as it would go and began scrubbing at his skin, needing to get rid of the feeling of being completely filthy.

**Blaine Anderson** Sun Apr 10, 2011 4:45 pm

[Ohsnap. They’re on to me. <.< Shhhh. Razz

]

Blaine took the jacket from Kurt after waiting patiently for him to finish brushing his teeth. He smiled sadly as he held the jacket in his arms, averting his gaze as Kurt stripped. He had seen his boyfriend naked before, obviously, but he felt wrong looking at him now. He felt that Kurt deserved privacy and to just watch as he stripped before his shower felt immoral.

He glanced up right as Kurt stepped into the shower, cringing as he caught sight of some of the bruises on his boyfriend’s body. What had happened to Karofsky growing up that had turned him into such a malicious and cruel and awful person?

Blaine leaned against the sink as he waited for Kurt, deciding that his boyfriend probably wouldn’t like it if he came out of the shower and Blaine had walked off into the other room. But…Kurt had taken quite a bit of time with brushing his teeth, so his shower would probably be even longer. Or at least long enough for Blaine to change into different clothing.

He grabbed an oversized hoody and a pair of sweatpants from the other room, and quickly changed into them, tossing his uniform in the dirty clothes hamper before he made his way back into the bathroom to wait for Kurt to finish with his shower.

**Kurt Hummel** Mon Apr 11, 2011 6:48 am

Kurt spent as long as he coul stand under the hot spray, scrubbing at his skin. He swore he could still feel Karofsky's hands on his chest and stomach...and Karofsky's mouth on his neck. He shivvered despite the hot water. The shower really wasn't helping, he eventually decided. He sighed and turned off the water, resting his forehead against the tile wall for a few moments. Maybe just having Blaine hold him for a little while would make that feeling fade. He stepped out and grabbing a towel to start dabbing his raw skin dry.

**Blaine Anderson** Mon Apr 11, 2011 11:03 am

Blaine stood up straight as he heard the water turn off, waiting at the sink for his boyfriend to come out of the shower. He watched as Kurt dried off his body, his eyes full of concern as he saw how red Kurt's skin had gotten from the water. "Feel any better?" he asked, realizing that it was a stupid question the second the words left his mouth.

**Kurt Hummel** Mon Apr 11, 2011 3:40 pm

Kurt hated that he was worrying his boyfriend and was tempted to lie and say that he felt much better, but he really didn't want to lie--and he knew Blaine wouldn't believe it, anyway. So he didn't really answer, only gave Blaine a small non-commital smile as he finished drying enough that he could swath himself in his fluffy white robe. "I'll be fine," he finally settled on an assurance. "I just want to forget this ever happened..." He sighed, realizing that's exactly what he shouldn't do. "Well, except that I am pressing charges and making sure that he doesn't get another chance to...do anything." He frowned and shook his head. "Just for tonight though, I just want to...cuddle up with some hot cocoa and a fun movie and just pretend it didn't happen." It might be a very realistic goal, but he at least wanted to try.

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